Where does the time go?

Where does all the time go? Today went by really fast! I really want it to slow down. I'll be gone before you know it. :( Ive been in deep thought lately. I get really happy for that minute. i think about how great my life is. friends. family. lover:)[haha]. school. Then i think about the future and get bummed. Whats going to happen this summer when i move? Its not just a state away anymore. Its across the ocean. I want to go but at the same time i really don't. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I always get this feeling in the pit of my stomach. What if they forget about me?

With all the talk about high schools and stuff people shouting "HIGHLAND!" or "GILBERT!"I try to be really happy at school. I'm hangin in there, ive kept a smile on my face. But when i get home, it changes. I feel down and cant stop thinking about it. It really gets me down. I sad I wont get that full experience with it and all. I try to think about the pros but now i can only think about the cons.
Oh well. i guess life goes on, i cant do much about it anymore. I guess ill just have to keep that smile on my face til that day comes...